Lost For Words.

Prevaricate\ intransitive verb\: to depart from or evade the truth; to speak with equivocation

Ambiguous thoughts fill my brain seeking for the actuality of the fact.
The prevarication of "us" surrounds my senses believing its the truth.






Artist: Boozo Bajou (DJ DSL Remix)
Genre: Downtempo/ HipHop

nocturnal angel.

Angel Nocturnal.

Driven by nocturnal instincts the sanity of her mind goes astray.

Within the depths of a deep violaceous shade she wanders...

Promenading into a sea of nothingness.

Whispers follow the sound of her delicate footsteps as

Faceless figures saunter close to her body waiting to be recognized.

It's a beautiful something.

Sweet oblivion.

Her aura wallows in sensous splendor that longs to reach the next hand.

Simple intricacies outline the shape of her heartbeat...

never knowing what rhythm will take place.

Black heart.

You can't see it. But you can feel it.

The longingness of improbable thoughts consume her mentality.

Reaching for that profound desire within another.

Slowly. Surely. Unpretentiously.

"Imagine me."

"Understand me."

Take me there. 

Goodbye apathy.



Artist: Cunninlynguists
Album: Dirty Acres
Genre: Instrumental Hip hop

It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for us

First off, Happy New Year. I'm 4 days late in greeting it, but i'm sure nobody really minds anyways.
Everyone is too caught up in new changes and making their lives better.....starting now, when in actuality... why wait for a "new year" when everyone and anyone is capable of starting fresh whenever they want. I'm not hating. Just simply stating an opinion. New year = new beginnings... alternate endings. The power to become the change we all want to see.




Artist: Wax Tailor
Album: Tales of Forgotten Melodies
Genre: TripHop

When the Sunshine Comes.

Frolic and Play
Set me Freeeee.
Keep on Keepin on.






Artist: Kero One
Album: Early Believers
Genre: Hip Hop

Immensity

Immensity: noun / enormous extent

The vastness of what I see beyond the grey skies enlightens me. Knowing that there are endless opportunities awaiting to be taken makes me strive for the impossible...it becomes possible.



Artist: The Grouch & Eligh feat Gift of Gab and Pigeon John
Album: All In Single
Genre: Effin All in :)

Mind yourself.

To sit in think....

A dangerous aspect to my imagination.

My mental state brings me to a point of indolence.

Reminiscent of avid times in my life... To the dark harmonious undertakings that have brought me to where I am today.

Deep thoughts ponder... Let it get to me? Sometimes.

Run my life? Never.

An inevitable figment of my life though.

"Thoughts in the process, always bring progress"

No matter what the circumstance.

Mind your mind.

The totality of conscious and unconscious mental processes gets me.

My intellect runs haywire as my sanity runs thin.

Running too fast for what I can handle. Not even the mind closest to mine can keep up. The meeting of minds is rare in my world. So abstract and manifested in perception, emotion, will, memory, imagination and thought.

To have that inclination of what flows through my brain is just one step to you understanding what really lies within me.  It becomes interrogative....

What's going on?

Why are you even thinking that?

Is this really possible?

How long has this been going on?

Wait, who is it?

Why?

It repeats.

Repeat.

The questions are endless.

Like the sound of nothingness.

Back into a state of incessant whispers inside the soul. Body. Mind.

My mind wanders. Far from the reality that everyone is so attuned to.

catch me?

Meet Me At the Blueberry Tree.

Languor\ noun;

1. Mental or physical weariness or fatigue 2. A heaviness or oppressive stillness of the air

It got into the depths.

The depths of my soul.

My mind pounds relentlessly to the beat of my heart.

A tarnished languor like the beautiful struggle god puts us through.

She's so heavy.

Weary of ardent ways.

Sleep deprivation and dreamless nights; if only they would swallow up the mental lethargy of daytime.

Help me to get away never ending quick fix.

Artist: Soul Position

Album: 8 Million Stories

Genre: Instrumental